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I am a YTP creator, born March 2009, vibecoder and digital hobbyist operating with an isolated career path and an anti-social / introverted mind.

I'm late Generation Z'er with a conservative / hybrid sense of internet humor, never followed up with TikTok. I don't find low-effort repetition pretending to be humor funny, especially the ones that are really easy to spot, or ones that don't even qualify as "memes" in any way, though rather slop or rubbish (importantly; witherslop).

On the surface, I am quiet, distant, embarrassed, private, sensitive, constantly retreating, and functionally invisible. Beneath that, everything is processed deliberately. Every thought gets planned, revised, simulated, and archived, even if the actual output never appears publicly and instead quietly disappears into someone’s Google Drive account.

I am weird externally, but structured internally.

I am not here to inspire anyone.

I am here to exist, create during free time, and survive being a teenager surrounded by people moving faster than they think while I prefer silence over noise.

If I finish something, that is a win.

If I do not, it remains standing until later.

Most of my ideas are born during the static noise of school hours. About 90% never become public. They are rarely deleted. Most simply enter archive status and remain there until further notice.

I use Vegas Pro 17 and 22 to create most of my content. Every cut, distortion, effect, reference, and timing choice exists on either accident or purpose. If a joke disappears later, there is a reasonable chance the public caused collateral damage. I also prefer rendering uncensored versions for preservation so nothing gets forgotten.

i’ve actually made oses, mostly for experimenting.

Every cut, distortion, timing shift, reference, and joke is intentional. Even when something looks absurd, it is usually just me cutting clips to make it overexaggerated. If something gets removed, it is because it was released to the public. Not because I forgot.

I upload rarely because my tolerance for low-quality engagement is thin. Comment sections degrade over time, so I block spam, witherslop, and low-effort noise deliberately rather than emotionally.

due to bare attention and possibility of getting threatened for being what i am, i barely post my videos online. sometimes i do, it it'll get barely any engangement anyway, only from friends, adults who never heard of long-form videos, heavy criticizers, etc.

I rarely post. Engagement is inconsistent.

Uploading slowly is not inactivity. It is not laziness.

It is protection, and protection is underrated.

Socialization is not a dramatic hurdle for me. It is mostly energy consumption. Forced interaction feels less like connection and more like unnecessary vocal cord degradation. I operate best in isolation and peace.

Talking to myself is development, not embarrassment. How else would I train for an English exam? Unlike most people, I overthink by choice. I prefer balanced results over improvising directly.

i hate socialization, a lot. i prefer to talk to myself, it's a lot more convenient getting ideas from myself, and i'd get threatened if i socialized a lot aanyway.

talking to myself isn’t stupid, it’s how i develop, and people need to understand. this is why i struggle to come up with anything when people are around, but like 85% faster when alone.

parents gone all day = freedom.

i know being home alone is better than being spied on every 5 seconds.

i talk to myself more than with actual humans. i don't regret it.

I sometimes reference uncanon terminology such as “fandroid is blue balloon.” Within the system, it makes sense. If it confuses you, that is acceptable.

inside joke: fandroid is obsessed with blue balloons, and is very likely to be one. iykyk, don't even try to ask.

if i say "fandroid is blue balloon," it's true terminology. if you doubt it, then you're not welcome here.

random fun facts:

i judge balloon sizes. if it’s under 33 cm, i usually stay away from it. i like it to be at least 33 centimetres or above (don’t go out of context with it, don't).

i consider judging my bad handwriting as "racism." (even though it isn't technically, but it is controversial)

i don't laugh at toping jokes. no regrets.

to put it to more detail, my original trace goes back to july 2012 on windows 8 store, downloading “contacts & calendar & email” at age 3. since then, i’ve used a couple hundred of internet identities throughout 2014 to 2024, now rebranded as xeptonite, known for it.

yeah, that’s me, Xeptonite the Button Presser. if you still call me out for this, you’re very likely stuck in 2024, and you must move on (besides how the hell do you still remember that). blame myself (as jobbot) in november/december 2023 for starting it all. this also ruined my life forever, and reputation, although because i deleted my channel that could get fixed.

before september 3rd, 2024, when i started knowing fandroid through an omegatronic video, the only evidence was a couple 2018 memories, a 2023 return livestream i watched, and a video called tf2 ytp collab 2.

i once made an ai image generator just to see if zenotroid fans would meltdown. they did. 10/10 experience. hyacinth is only there to harass teenagers, no one can correct it. period.

survived nearly getting assaulted by glitchecalkatt and hyacinth.